If you really want to know - depressed af, one of the worst episodes I’ve had in a long time. I caused the situation that lead to it, and now my family suffers because of it.
Thank you. I’m getting through, but it takes a long time. It physically feels like a hammer hitting me in the head with my own failings and fears and steals joy away from the time I have with my family.
CW: Depression
If you really want to know - depressed af, one of the worst episodes I’ve had in a long time. I caused the situation that lead to it, and now my family suffers because of it.
You recognize it and acknowledge it. That’s a hell of a giant step. Time to regroup and plan appropriate next steps. You’ve got this.
Thank you. I’m getting through, but it takes a long time. It physically feels like a hammer hitting me in the head with my own failings and fears and steals joy away from the time I have with my family.