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Caffeine and spite here.
Caffeinated spite crew checking in. Tell me I can’t, go on, tell me. I fucking will. Fuck you.
Panic also works if anger isn’t available.
Okay but could we tone down the panic back to a more manageable level, like 9/10, instead of usual 28/10?
I always blamed CPTSD for anger (like in being able to motor through things, not being angry at people) and stress. Worked for me, do not recommend.
drinks my 4th cup of News Sorry what? Speak up. The panic attacks are loud.
How the fuck am I supposed to get anything done if I’m that calm? I need that stress or you need earplugs…
I prefer thc to caffeine
Explain to me how that works
I always feel like my brain and my body are out of sync. When I used to smoke, it was like the gears suddenly synced up, and everything was running smoothly.
But in the past year or so, it suddenly became ANXIETY: Full steam ahead!
Brains are dumb
My head is loud with too many thoughts and thc makes it a bit quieter
i feel normal on THC. i don’t get couched anymore and haven’t for a long time. when i’m high it’s truly a mild psychoactive period and mostly a realignment of my nerves.
A good sativa seems to supply what my brain is missing.
Can I get that without the addiction thank you very much
Have you experienced addiction with THC? I personally haven’t and I’ve used a lot of it. Maybe habitual, nothing like withdrawal symptoms, but I have a specific time of day that using it is even an option. Every body is different though so I’m genuinely curious.
For overachievers there’s also the fear of being seen as a fraud >.<
Me, a Neurodivergent: i don’t need any of this pesky chemical stimulant stuff to get through life.
Also me: Addicted to both caffeine and sugar.
And beer and weed 😭
Caffeine, anger, and anxiety…
Only when the dead line is close though
You need pressure to create diamonds!
Caffeine leads to anxiety
Anxiety leads to anger
Anger leads to the Dark Side
I’ve had so many people be surprised when I tell them caffeine gives me major anxiety…I thought it was common knowledge that it did that but apparently it’s not. Glad to see some organic outside confirmation lol.
My favorite dark side is French Roast.
Lots of caffeine to bring you up during the day and alcohol to slow the racing thoughts at night. It’s no way to live.
Every once in a while I still encounter parents who are hesitant to get their ADHD kid on meds. I try to explain to them that it’s not really about performance in school even if that’s where it was first noticed.
It’s about keeping them from killing themselves or engaging in incredibly self destructive behavior.
I find doing CrossFit multiple times a week helps at night. Turns out if you are sufficiently physically exhausted the thoughts tend to slow down. But if they don’t that’s fine because you are liable to pass out as soon as you stop moving.
I got to experience that a couple of days ago. I should probably get diagnosed…
It has helped me mentally to understand. Medicine doesn’t do much except allow me to get things I just fucking don’t care about, done at work.
If I want to be able to enjoy things in my free time I’ll have to be up all night, or drink myself asleep.
Please do, it’s very helpful in just the knowing aspect and being told explicitly how it can and does affect you. Can help you manage it better even when you’re not on meds
The way the trump admin is going and his potential “wellness farms”, being undiagnosed might be better
Not everyone lives in America though
When the fire hose of right wing propaganda fueled by a trillion dollar military gets turned on, you will eventually.
I stopped taking my prescription two weeks ago because some of its side effects felt very unpleasant. The first couple of days went great (with help from coffee and weed) but I’m already in doubt whether this was a good idea.
Wait, the anger is a thing related to adhd?
I always felt like somewhat of a nutcase for getting pissed off at stuff not working/going my way (shout at the pc until you figure out how to get the driver working again).
Jogging/biking: get pissed, the burning anger gets you through.
In an odd way anger manages to focus me but it’s just not a healthy way to live :/
Yeah I didn’t know either until I got diagnosed and medicated, the anger is night and day with meds, all those little things that got me heated just don’t bother me the same.
emotional dysregulation is a common symptom of adhd, meaning intensity of (initial) emotional responses can go overboard.
Oh. Well. I just thought I was passionate like the crashing of a thousand waves.
Nah. It affects impulse control.
Its good if you don’t yell at your computer, healthy if you think that is a bit nuts. It makes people and yourself feel bad.
Again, I never said I shout at other people.
Why does everyone immediately draw that conclusion? I do that shit in private like any other decent nutcase thank you very much.
I never said that you did.
Well you kinda imply it by saying it makes people feel bad. Unless you mean people feel bad when they shout themselves. But that feels like a weird way of stating that.
I didn’t imply that
Ok, what did you mean by “ it makes =>people<= and yourself feel bad” then? (You know, clarifying a statement goes a long way…)
I have been frustrated and angry easily for far too much of my life and I brought it up, among other issues to a psychiatrist and he said its also a symptom of bipolar type 2 as well as adhd.
One of the meds I’m on for anxiety (with the hope it’d help the ADHD) gives me symptoms of BPD as as side effect :))
And now my impulse control is literally fucking zero at times
There’s poor emotional regulation but adrenalin is also self-medication. So screaming at other people gets your adrenaline up which helps you focus and feel good. Obviously unhealthy and sucks for everybody around you. Very toxic.
Yeah. Do some therapy and you will find out lots of things you “just do” are adaptations to compensate for ADHD. Shifting to healthier ways of doing things can be tough. It’s hard to let go of habits that have “worked so far”.
Anger is a natural result of discovering that your natural abilities are routinely exploited and taken for granted but your needs that are a direct result of those same abilities will not be met.
My emotions are very well regulated, thank you. It is normal to feel anger when gaslit into thinking your normal human variation is a disorder.
Replace caffeine with weed and yes.
I prefer both caffeine and weed
Have you tried caffeine AND weed? It was truly a magical combination for me.
You forgot spite. Spite is more effective than anger because it’s less distracting and lasts longer.
Spite is the brand name for Anger XR.
If you microdose a breakdown by crying in a closet afterwards you get extra cooldown reduction.
Why caffeine? I have an ADHD assessment and for the first appointment that was one of the questions, if I drank caffeine and how much if so.
Because it is a stimulant that affects the brain stem thingy just like the real meds
Most people who seek professional help have at one time attempted to self-medicate to resolve their issues.
Stimulants are what you would self-medicate with for ADHD. Caffeine is a simulant.
Source: I used to drink up to 3 energy drinks per day to stay on task at work. It was literally killing me. To be clear the medication they give you is far stronger so it’s definitely worth it to see a doctor.
Also, when you don’t know you have ADHD, when you forgt your meds, om the meds are not enough.
That’s about the size of it.
You don’t know the power of the dark side
Yeah it sucks when ADHD meds are illegal in my country. Caffeine isn’t as effective as it used to be
